The Weeknd – Heartless

Never need a bitch, I’m what a bitch need (Bitch need)
Tryna find the one that can fix me
I’ve been dodgin’ death in the six speed
Amphetamine got my stummy feelin’ sickly

Yeah, I want it all now
I’ve been runnin’ through the pussy, need a dog pound
Hundred models gettin’ faded in the compound
Tryna love me, but they never get a pulse down

Why? ‘Cause I’m heartless
And I’m back to my ways ’cause I’m heartless
All this money and this pain got me heartless
Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless

Said I’m heartless
Tryna be a better man, but I’m heartless
Never be a weddin’ plan for the heartless
Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless

Said I’m heartless
So much pussy, it be fallin’ out the pocket
Metro Boomin turn this ho into a moshpit
Tesla pill got me flyin’ like a cockpit
Yeah, I got her watchin’

Call me up, turn that pussy to a faucet
Duffle bags full of drugs and a rocket
Stix drunk, but he never miss a target

Photoshoots, I’m a star now (Star)
I’m talkin’ Time, Rolling Stone, and Bazaar now (‘Zaar)
Sellin’ dreams to these girls with their guard down (What?)
Seven years, I’ve been swimmin’ with the sharks now

Why? ‘Cause I’m heartless
And I’m back to my ways ’cause I’m heartless
All this money and this pain got me heartless
Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless

Said I’m heartless
Tryna be a better man, but I’m heartless
Never be a weddin’ plan for the heartless
Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless

I lost my heart and my mind
I try to always do right
I thought I lost you this time
You just came back in my life

You never gave up on me (Why don’t you?)
I’ll never know what you see (Why won’t you?)
I don’t do well when alone (Oh yeah)
You hear it clear in my tone

‘Cause I’m heartless
And I’m back to my ways ’cause I’m heartless
All this money and this pain got me heartless
Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless
Said I’m heartless

Tryna be a better man, but I’m heartless
Never be a weddin’ plan for the heartless
Low life for life ’cause I’m heartless

2020년 군대에서 기가지니로 뮤직비디오를 처음 봤었다.

가장 먼저 술과 약에 취해 제정신이 아닌 상태를 잘 표현했다고 느꼈다. 개구리를 핥고 제정신이 아니게 되는 부분이 끔찍했고, 그 때문에 환영을 보고 쫓기는 듯이 마구 달리는 부분이 인상 깊었다. 그리고 그렇게 뛰다가 토를 해놓고도, 취해서 웃는 얼굴을 보여주며 영상이 끝난다. 이를 통해 해로운 것을 직접 겪었으면서도 계속 할 거라는 중독성을 보여주는 것 같았다.

노래는 너무 좋다. 앨범을 통으로 들으면 더 좋다…